Am I having a bad day? My thoughts for today.?

Although I do feel I know where my mind should stand on these issues I’m dealing with, I need to cry and be able to allow myself to acknowledge that am I not emotionless. I need to tell the world, I’m sick of present standards! It HURTS when we leave our children in the care of the careless. It hurts when people lie, steal, cheat and war. Where the heck is this planet going to? (At least Dick Cheney is gone. lol)

I am here in text feeling entitled to breakdown and to vent that I am not able to cope with this rat race today.

I need to vent. My son was in a school bus accident today. He is fine, though the cause is disturbing. Speeding, aggressive driving.

The night before this my daughters Noni passed away. Rest in peace beautiful, not appreciated enough soul.

Our new home we purchased is only 6-7 years old and the problems are tremendous. I have been trying to patch, paint and diagnose our house, which we cannot afford to repair as the damage is widespread structural issues. BLEH I’m also TIRED of inhaling paint fumes. lol

My 14 year old daughter chose to move to her fathers after we moved into our new neighbourhood. I get to see her every other weekend now. Quite a change from seeing her 5 days a week before she moved to dads. At least dad is an alright parent.

After we moved into our new home, a realty agent took us through 2 months of lawsuit stress at $8500.. which turned out that we had the right to sue him for unethical practice. After all we worried, we didn’t sue him. I was more concerned about our family’s health, rather than dragging ourselves through the court systems.

I shed tears of today that are brought on by a chain of events from past sorrow. When you try to make things better…try to take care of your physical and mental surroundings,you realize it is nearly impossible to do. With an ever increasing population of human error, alongside other radical quarks in society, the downward spiral only becomes denser.

I will thaw! Things can only get better!

I needed a place to vent. Peace to all. I hope you treat others as you would like to be treated. Play fair!
Thanks for your comments. I appreciate it. I felt better while writing this piece. You are correct, I must remember there are things much worse. I know and think this way, yet needed to be reminded.

Interestingly enough, time works rather fast in our household this week. My spouse ended up calling from work today.. to tell me he got a huge raise! This will help us with our house completely. Less things to worry about, and absolutely positive news.

Thanks again for your comments and care to read my situation. You helped my day!

Try to change your perspective. Your son is OK, your daughter’s Noni is at peace, you have a nice newer home that many people would love to have, your daughter is safe with her dad, etc. Things will be OK. A lot of people are wose off than you are, so try to think of the good stuff.